Monday, August 04, 2008

A nudge

Today I returned to school, and one of the first things Mr. H. said to me was, "You haven't blogged in forever." So, for my reading audience, I apologize for my lack of blogging. I found myself physically drained after camp, and have spent the past 4 days on the couch watching movies and reading books. I have found that it is the healthiest thing I can do for myself right now because we have students return 2 weeks from TODAY. Am I ready? Nope. But, I will be by then...I HOPE.

I would say I've had a lot going on, but I really haven't. And, it has felt great.

I find myself missing camp IMMENSELY. I find comfort in the fact that there is a place so full of God's love and kindness as there is out there. I also find myself wishing that the real world was so kind. I have been really challenged in a few ways by people in the "real world" since I've been back that has made me really pause and think about KINDNESS.

If you've read my blog for any length of time, you know that KINDNESS is one of my big things. I mean, I'm typically a kind person, I think, but out at camp I felt my level of Kindness deepen, and my heart has grown in the area of compassion in a way I didn't think was possible. I find myself talking differently toward people and caring for others in a different way. I know that this is something God is walking me through. I told God before I went to camp that I didn't want to be the same person that drove out of camp that I was when I went into camp. And, God has faithfully answered that prayer. To be honest, it has made MOMENTS here in the real world hard, but they are only MOMENTS. In the big grand scheme of things, I am surrounded by good people who love very well. And for that I feel very blessed. :-)

Also, I do want to share some good news. I had a doctor's appointment today and my blood count is UP and my vitamin levels are all within normal limits, so I get to shake some medication! YIPPEE SKIPPEE! PRAISE GOD! It was SO GOOD to have some good news for a change. I now consider it worthy of a happy dance when I get good news, and yes, I did a little jig when I left the doctor's office. :-) God is good.

Well, I am headed to be a bum before VBS. Have a great day, whatever you may be doing!

God Bless You!

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